The Good Reasons for the Crazy

I’ll warn you, this post is nothing but a whole lotta TMI. Be prepared.

Today my cycle buddy is on CD1. And I had another negative this morning. Something is going on in there. And for once, I’m inclined to believe the best.

I wrote about my Clomid symptoms here. Today I’ll share my post-ovulation symptoms.

Ovulation, observed by BBT and CM. About a week earlier than the other one on Clomid.

I packed up all my stuff early afternoon. I have come to regard this as a mistake. Evening brought some mild cramping. I did have nausea and vomited once that morning, but that does happen with my meds.

I woke with metal mouth, tingly teeth, and nausea, still cramping, a little more strongly. The bad taste came and went, but the tingles were here to stay. Boobs looked stretch-markier. Increased creamy CM. Sooo tired. Headache.

More metal, worse teeth, more nausea, still cramping, also some fluttery feelings. Continued leukorrhea. More emotional than usual. I talked to my mommy for over an hour. Two naps today. Headache.

Metal, teeth, nausea, cramps, fluttery, leukorrhea, and now some lower back pain. I feel emotional, but I feel good. Like happy. I think I remember what that’s like. Still tired though. Headache.

10 DPO
First negative in AM. Cramps much improved, metal taste and tooth sensitivity worse. Still excessive CM. When I cry I’m bawling. There’s no working up to it. But when I feel good I feel fantastic! Even when I’m sleepy. Headache.

11 DPO
Hubby noted that for the past week I want to jump his bones every morning between 11 and noon. Little to no cramping, but taste, teeth, and CM the same. Still tired. Headache.

12 DPO
Teeth worse than ever!! And then I freak out because for once, I’m not tired enough to nap. In spite of the headache.

13 DPO
So hungry all day, but I’m scared to eat by now cause of my teeth…but somebody encouraged me to want barbecue…You know who you are.

14 DPO
Negative cheapie AM, fricking ? on FR gold PM. I only had to rest twice on a trip to the big bad wal store! Still headache.

15 DPO
Negative cheapie, AM and PM. I’m getting pretty darn good at holding it all day by now, if I do say so myself.

16 DPO
AF is officially late. Some serious business lower back pain. Super tired all day. Heavy boobs. Headache.

17 DPO
Negative on cheapie this AM. Absolute worst taste in my mouth yet. Hot pork rinds helped while I was eating them though. Lefty is quite noticeable larger than righty now.

So, what do you think? Sounds good, right? I’ll let you know when my appointment is.

Peeing is for Squares

Yeah, I guess I’m a square.

Here’s the plan for the rest of the week:

  • No peeing today.
  • Cheapie tomorrow morning.
  • No peeing Friday.
  • Phone call to doctors Friday. Appointment at whoever will see me first. Fingers crossed for this month!
  • Peeing on a bar of gold Saturday.
  • Sound good? AF is officially late. At least, that’s how I’m calling it. I don’t have a lot of ‘normal’ cycles to compare with, but I feel late.

    Nah, mostly I just feel crazy. I’ll see if I can write something up about symptoms next.